Emotions… Life… So Confusing
December 23rd, 2005So many things that have happened to me lately, and it is all so confusing. Some good, some bad, but 90% of them leave me at a loss. Two years ago I was the happiest I had ever been, and a year ago that all went away. Today I look for hope at every turn, sometimes finding a faint light shimmering through the dark haze of life. I try to grasp this chance for hope but it always seems to fade.
I’m in no way complaining, I just find it interesting how life throws you so many obstacles. I have spent the past few years of my life overcoming these obstacles the best I can, but some I avoid. When I get into a mood where things seem very melancholy, life and people in it have way of bitch-slapping me back into reality.
The last year has been very eventful for me. And I feel like the next year will be one of the most challenging in my life. I foresee a great deal of challenges and an emotional rollercoaster that will rival any in the world.
So…… LET’S GO FOR A RIDE!!