Well, Monday was Memorial Day but I still had to work. I was lucky enough to get out early so I could enjoy spending the day with friends. I went to Nick and Justin’s house in the afternoon and helped prepare for our cookout. Casey, Gonzalez, Nick and I got the grill ready and prepared the food. Read the rest of this entry »

I hope she knows I got this memory
that won’t ever seem to break or bend
a thick lock and sheetrock is on my windows in the kitchen
I dont think I’ll ever take them down again

and I’ve learned a lot from all these break ups and make ups
and fuck ups and fake ups
things that I wish you could comprehend, yeah comprehend
but for now I’ll lace up these wingtip shoes, boys
and I’ll go and have breakfast with my good friends

Well, tonight I found out that my ex decided to end things with the guy she has been seeing for the past year and a half or so (since 2 days after she left me). I understand that she is upset about it and I really hate to know that she hurts. She is really broken up about it, and I just have to wonder what makes it so hard to leave him and what made it so easy to leave me? Now, her response would be that she had been thinking about leaving me for a few months… but I know she’s been talking about ending it with him for close to 9 months. Read the rest of this entry »

The time has come to say goodbye,
We’ve shared great memories, you and I.
My heart is heavy as I leave your side.
Remember me fondly, like a friend who died.
And so I bid you a loving farewell,
Don’t wait for me here, I’ll see you in Hell.

I’ll never understand some people. I fail to comprehend what makes people do some of the things they do. Some people will intentionally hurt other people for their own gain, and not think twice about it. Read the rest of this entry »