Leaving Again

Well, it has been a nice few weeks at home visiting my family and friends. I always have to leave right as I get used to being back in Tulsa. Anyways, I have to say that I have learned a lot.

I know that I have 3 friends who will always be there for me, no matter what. They are willing to go the extra mile to take care of their friends. I have also learned that there are some things, and some people, that I have to leave in my past. But that’s the sad truth in life. Life is never going to go according to plan, and you can’t control how people feel… no matter how much you wish you could.

So I know that things will be different in my future, and when I return to Tulsa in July I won’t let myself fall back into my old habit of trying to win certain people over. It simply isn’t worth it. They will remain, forever, part of my past. But I will miss it dearly.

So now I get to go back and continue my training. I have a great group of Marines there with me and I know I am doing something good for my future. I just wish I more time here with my old friends. That is all.